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It is now 5 weeks since the silent meditation retreat at the IMS has been over. As I mentioned in my first blog on this retreat on May 24, it was the gentlest retreat I have ever experienced, and yet, there was a sense of a door opening. If the truth be known, on the [...]

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In the previous blog, I mentioned how judgmental my mind was, including demands of my own heart. It was actually a bit deeper than that. When I perceived my heart as placing unfair demands upon me, I saw the image of my departed mother. This came as a shock. For most of my life, my [...]

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Prior to coming to the Monastic Retreat at the Insight Meditation Society I had two separate and seemingly unconnected observations. One day I was having strong cravings for something. It is the human condition to fall prey to desire – for food, love, success, sex, money, consumer goods, intoxicants, whatever – as if getting this [...]

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My friend arrived,as usual on the third day of the retreat. Some friendships have a relationship built on ease. One would think that would be good. Sometimes it is. But sometimes, we grow complacent with ease, not taking the friendship seriously enough, not nurturing it, no calling. There is always tomorrow, we rationalize. But a [...]

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I came to the Monastic Retreat at the IMS with two intentions; determination and gentleness. Determination, because I know that a spiritual path involves a deep commitment. In previous retreats at Wat Ram Poeng and Wat Chom Tong, I often gave into doubt, believing  that I really wasn’t capable of certain things. As my meditation [...]

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During the dharma talk on the third evening, Ajahn Amaro talked of perceptions and beliefs that we identify with. Rather than seeing them as mind constructs that have been conditioned by certain realities that have no substance, are always open to investigation and change, and ultimately are not even personal, we grasp onto them as [...]

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